School's Almost Over.

School is almost over, I am extremely excited. But yet, I am very afraid; afraid of what is going to happen next year when I am taking classes at UNCW. I fear much too many things. I procrastinate too much, and I'm too sensitive. But I am me, and I have made it through two years of Isaac Bear by being me, so I'm not going to change that.

Monday, woo.

So how about today was bad then it got really good. My stomach was hurting earlier today then I was like bleh. I found out this guy is a complete ask oh. He's been talking about how my friends are fake buisnesses. So stupid. But I am currently passing all of my classes, which rocks. I had to pee so bad after school,but I decided to wait until I got home. My substitute bus driver, being stupid and all, missed Chelsea's stop and it took forever for me to get home. I almost peed on myself.I was so happy when I got home, I was like yay Kiya is moving near me. Then she called me and her and this boy Dustin came to my hood and we hung out. It was super fun. I liked today. :)

About Me.

To state the obvious, my name is Sarah. I like to think of myself as a sweet, innocent, smart girl; it doesn't always work out that way: I can be mean sometimes, and I don't always have a valid reason for it, I am nowhere near as innocent as I used to be, and I make really stupid decisions sometimes. I have been on the Earth for fifteen years and a few months, during which I have seen, heard, and done many things [some good, some bad]. I have regrets, even though I know I shouldn't because I am me, and I have to make mistakes in order to achieve anything in life. I apologize too much, but I always feel like I've done something wrong. I used to be really sad all the time, for no reason, but I'm not anymore. I have been happy almost all of the time lately. I listen to music all of the time, especially when I need to tune out my parents or other people around me. My parents are divorced, which sucks, but it's better than having them in the same house arguing all of the time. I go to Isaac Bear Early College High School, it's for smart people, but I haven't been making the good grades that I should. I have the best friends I could ever ask for. I love to sing, even though it usually sounds pretty bad. I love food way too much and I need to go on a diet. I know I'm not pretty, so you don't have to emphasize it 2678953678 times per day. I don't like sleeping alot, but I need it or I get cranky. I am constantly dancing around, even when there isn't any music playing. I have to take multiple pictures of myself before I find one that satisfies me. I love watching shows that are made for little kids; I am like six years old on the inside. I am afraid of many things, and some of my fears are just plain stupid. I don't enter into a relationship with someone just because I feel lonely; I only do it if I feel something strong for them and I know they feel it too. I am a very gullible person; please don't pretend to care and put my heart on the line because you enjoy making me sad. I am always texting people, and I think it's better than talking on the phone. I am really lame and I come up with the stupidest sayings. I laugh at everything, even when it isn't funny, but I can't help it. I love cold weather, even though I still shiver. I am perceived as a slut sometimes, but I just am affectionate towards more than one person at a time. I have never done drugs or drank alcohol, but that could change anytime. I hate stereotypes, because they are created by people who are just plain ignorant. I don't like when people judge me before they know me, but I do it too, I can't control that. I used to be extremely shy, but high school has made me come out of my shell. I have only had one good relationship, but I ended it, for a stupid reason. I don't need a lover to be happy. I am irresponsible sometimes, and it annoys me. I love when everything is super organized, yet my room is always in complete and utter disarray. I am not into sports, nor would I ever want to be an athlete: I would epically fail. I don't play videogames, unless I am playing with someone I have a crush on. I am addicted to Rock Band, but I don't own it. I prefer going to other people's houses for hanging out, because there is pretty much nothing to do at my house. I always wish at 11:11, and other times that are duplicates [such as 10:10], even though nobody ever designated those times as times to wish. I believe in things that couldn't possibly be true. I am way to dependent on others. I want to grow up to be somebody important. I want to travel to another country and party there. I have hopes and dreams that couldn't possibly be fulfilled by me. I say I hate this city, but it really isn't that bad. I often take innocent phrases and make them out to be dirty, oops. I have never been to a party in my life. I am a very jealous person. I don't know how to swim. I would be an extremely sucky actress. I always find new things that I don't like about myself, but I am happy with my life. I haven't taken driver's ed yet, so I won't have a car for quite awhile. I feel bad whenever I blow off my parents or sisters to hang with my friends. I whine too much, sorry. I spend too much time on the internet, and not enough time being grateful for other things. I take everything for granted, what a shame. Jesus and God are very important to me, even though it might not seem like it, because I never act like the Christian I am. I love scary movies, even though I usually scream and cover my face with a pillow when I watch them. I am terrified of death. I wish I could just play games forever and never have to go to school or grow up. I never spend my money on people in my family, but always on my friends. I don't like vegetables, except for broccoli, peas, and green beans. I used to put ketchup on my macaroni. I would rather have a brownie than celery and I usually prefer sausage to taco [in a non-food way]. I like Wal-Mart, even though most people think it's for cheap losers. I love blowing bubbles, with bubble gum that is. I am very white, I wish I was tan. I would rather have a computer with internet than a television. I love candy OHMYGOSH, yummy. I have never had a pina coloda, but I like getting caught in the rain. I love the feel of the ocean, it's amazing. I always get sunburned when I stay outside for a long time. I don't like speaking in front of people; I freak out. I love animals, and I think they are better than most humans. I hate the fat bald lunch guy that takes all the leftover food home with him and eats it every day; I love the lunch guy with pretty eyes that gives me free food. I never do my chores, until my mom has told me for about the thirteenth time to do them. I love when my hair is straight, otherwise it’s hideous. I edit my MySpace profile whenever I am bored. I trust people too easily sometimes. I have never been on a date. When I get near someone I like, I turn super red. Whatever happens in my life, happens; I won't be able to change the past, so I'm going to focus on what the future will bring for me. I am afraid of change and things or people that are different than what I'm used to. I love everyone that is in my life right now, and I will probably come to love more people that enter my life in the near future. All I really want is for people to accept me for who I am, and everything will be fine. I love meeting new people. I love EVERYTHING good.

Spring Break.

This break has been the best break ever. I have had so much fun with my friends. Friday, the first day of break, Katherine and I spent the night with Dawn. We ate pizza rolls, played Rockband, and had uber fun. Saturday, Dawn, Katherine, Andrew, Britton, Curtis, and I went into the woods and filmed our movie for English. I got sunburn. Ghetto kids threw rocks at us and we were very angry. All of us, after filming our movie, & except for Curtis, went back to Dawn's house and ate fishsticks and pizza rolls and played rockband for a couple of hours. I had fun hanging with them on Dawn's bed. I spent the night again with Dawn and took more pizza rolls and fishsticks. We re-found Neopets and a Rugrats game and were absolute losers. We also hung out with Curtis because it was his birthday. Sunday, Dawn came home with me and spent the night. We ate food and took pictures. Monday, Dawn and I played in the water hose and then layed in my driveway to dry off. We took more pictures haha. Tuesday, I went paddleboating with Rebekah, her dad, and her sister at Greenfield Lake. Then we played on the playground for about another hour. I got sunburned again. Katherine spent the night and we watched the food network all night. THEN her, Andrew, and my sister made fun of me while I was sleeping on the couch. Wednesday, Katherine and I layed in my driveway and tanned for a couple hours. We burnt really bad and she had some crazy skin disease haha. Wednesday night, I went camping with Rebekah, her dad, and her sister in THE most ghetto tent EVER. It had like screens for walls so we froze to death. We had bratwurst on the grill and then went and walked on the pier at Kure Beach. Rebekah and I fell asleep snuggled real close because it was SOOOO cold. And I woke up around 4 AM and had to pee, so i woke Rebekah up to go with me to the bathroom. Thursday, we went to the aquarium at Fort Fisher and then went to Arby's for lunch. Then I went home and did homework. Friday, I hung around my house all day. Saturday, today, I've been doing nothing, but I am going to Mayfaire in an hour with Katherine and Andrew. Tomorrow is church and homework, and then Monday I will be back at school.
Spring Break 2009 = <3
:)

Saturday Night.

So, it's Saturday night and I am sitting alone on the couch at my dad's house. I am listening to Six Feet under the Stars by All Time Low. I really like this song, but it reminds me of someone I don't exactly want to be reminded of. I really don't want the weekend to already be almost over. I have like no homework done, and I am NOT looking forward to going back to Isaac Bear. I am soooo done with just about everyone there. ANYWAYS. This past week was pretty good, all things considered, I mean, that girl is fake and I hope she gets her heart broken by her good looking but jerky boyfriend. Wow, I am really mean today. I went for a walk with my sister and took like awesome pics, but I looked really weird in some of them,lol. Oh yeah, and a dog ran towards us and I screamed. I really miss my bestfriends right now, especially Rebekah because I don't see her much. She's only in one of my classes. OH and I am so excited for next weekend because I am hopefully going to hang out with at least two of my besties, I hope. I miss them when I'm away for sooo long, like two and a half days. [: I love blogging about...just stuff. I am really bored right now. I COULD do some homework but I am too tired and lethargic, ha. I am like...waiting for Andrew to reply to my IM, but I bet his lame white self is off eating potatoes or something else that's yummy. Well, that's all I have to say for now, other than "Thanks for the memories" [:<3

Study Hall is Good, but Boring.

I am so bored, sitting here alone, next to Rebekah, typing in this blog because I have no homework, well yeah I do , but I don't wanna do it right now...so I am blogging cuz I haven't blogged in awhile. Last week was spirit week, woo, and it was uber fun. Today is just a normal day, but it is raining. I am so excited because I am going to meet Rebekah's dad, cuz he's hott and all, and I'm going camping with them because I so totally am afraid of the woods. I heart bestfriend Rebekah and I heart all my friends that aren't fake and I will keep them in my life for as long as I can without losing any of our eh whatchamacallit...trust and ish. I have to go to my dad's this weekend because my Mommy is going to Ocean Isle with her hubby boo, but I wanted to hang wiff franns at Mayfaire Saturday night, how lame. I am sitting here typing all slow and ish while bff is next to me typing like five billion miles per hour but I don't really have much to say. I loooove Barney, he is so mmmhm with his big green and purple self, mmhm HOTT. Well that's all I really have to say. OH YEAH! There are two super duper creepers sitting next to me, on my right, andthey were all talking about how people in a relationship are worthless....wtf? They need to get lives and stop being stuups. Oh well, peace out hoes. :]

Monday, woo!

Usually I despise Mondays, and always try to get out of coming to school. Today is different. For some reason I was uber excited to come to school today, and it's really boring right now. I'm listening to Ms. bennett-Smith say blah blah blah about careers and ish. I don't like her, mega lame. And Ms. pate was being a stoop telling us to stop talking when we weren't even making any noise. I wish Ms. Tyrpak was here so I wouldn't have to do this. Ms. Gagner deserted us today too and we had Mr. Fort instead. That class was eh. I am so glad bff brought back my camera today for me!!! Her lame self had to use it for her application thingy for the place where her future hubby went. Oh well, It's 15 minutes til lunchtime and I'm kinda hungry, but I never eat lunch cuz I never have enough money. Oh well. I already have a buttload of homework for tonight. blah blah shuttup mS. SMITH. :] byeee!

Back to School Tomorrow.

So this weekend was pretty ahmazing. I was at my dad's house for most of it, but then I went and partied with eighth graders and it was so much fun, haha. I miss my bestfriend so freaking much. I am really supposed to be doing homework right now, but I'm listening to music and IMing people instead, lol. That's pretty much it, so thank you and goodnight.

:)

Alas, it is the Weekend. [:

It is once again Friday. Which meansssss no school for the next two days, woo! Today I had to get up at 6 AM to go do my interview for my English research paper. I made some hot chocolate in my Port City Java cup from last weekend. But I had already like mixed in the hot cocoa mix and then I put it in the microwave for a little bit longer to make sure it was hot, and it like bubbled up and out of the cup and all over the microwave, so it sucked. I had to let it cool in my mom's office while I did my interview. The lady was nice and pretty helpful. So then I went to school for my meeting about UNCW and my mom was like "blah blah noooo you aren't taking THAT. you are taking THIS." and I was like URGH. So then finally we finished that and went to class. So we went to UNCW for library/seminar/chemistry lab. Then school was over, darn. AND THEN I had to wait 25 minutes for my dad to get there and I froze. Hmm,then I got to drive in a parking lot then I got a milkshake and McChicken sammich then fell asleep in my dad's car, lol. So I slept alot and now I'm listening to music. And IMing Larry, and missing my be eff eff so so much. <3

Oh, Monday is tomorrow.

This weekend has been pretty fucking amazing. I spent the night with my be eff eff Rebekah on Thursday and we went wild eating and making videos. I love her so much, haha. Friday we had to get up early to go school for her meeting about UNCW, and I took a civics vocab test I missed. Larry made me happy because he gave me some yummy french fries! Thanks, by the way. So after school, we went to Wal-Mart and got lost for a bit. OH YEAH, her mom and me were dancing in the car, baha! That lameo had a singing lesson and then I went home and took a long ass nap! Then Saturday I cleaned, did some homework, slept, then went to Mayfaire with some awesome kids [Andrew, Dawn, Katherine, and Alex]! We saw Taken,and it was pretty good.Then we went and ate at Red Robin, and it was uber yummeh! then we went to Claire's where me,Katherine,and Dawn got bestfriend necklaces. :D Then we went to Port City Java, mhmm yummy hot chocolate! And then I left. Sunday I woke up for a little while, then slept for like a bajillion more hours then decided to do homework. :) I love my friends sooooo much! :D:D:D

Just Another Monday.

So, I just finished my Math Placement Exam for UNCW. It was like OMFG, I was so lost. But now they said we can surf the net, so I checked my MySpace and Facebook, and now I'm blogging, because I have no life. (: I really don't like Mondays, but today is like different because we are doing review and such for the Civics EOC which is tomorrow, and I am totally freaking out about that also. I am probably failing three of my five classes at the moment, which is uberly lame! Isaac Bear is hard, but I took on this challenge and I am going to succeed. I have random bursts of blah I guess since I am so bored with nothing to do! Oh well, exams all week and hopefully be eff eff Rebekah will spend the night on Thursday so we cna have uber fun at Chuck E. Cheese! I'm done for now, today will be boring and that's all there is to it! Love, Sarah.

P.S. I love my be eff eff with all of my heart.
:D

1.23.09 (:

So Rebekah 'Koo Chi' is my bestfriend. And I love her mucho! I'm talking to her on AIM right now and we are playing charades with like quotes from weirdo people. We are so like wild together. We finally got a picture together with our bestfriend necklaces. Woo! My eyes were so red today, and I'm still sick, but I feel better so hopefully I can go to my bestfriend's house tomorrow after Civics review session at school. I am listening to music right now, because I like jamming and being lame like my bestest friend. I might listen to some Josh Groban in a minute, just because my bff loves him. OMG Aaron Nix is a poopie face and I am going to beat his ass. I really want a doughnut right now...hopefully Rebekah has yummy food at her house, and hopefully I can go. I mega failed the history test today urgh, I need to study like fuck! Science Lab was pretty fun, but I doubt I'll do my write up for it. BLEH! I guess I'll do some homework now. Bye everyone. (:

Snow Day, in Wilmington? :D

So today was a snow day, no school, a LOT of snow. It was uber amazing! I froze my butt off in the snow. The only thing that would've made the day better would be having friends to play with in the snow. After talking to Caine, I realized I should've made a snow angel. Right now I'm listening to Six Feet Under the Stars and IMing Marina, my new frienddd. I miss my be eff eff Rebekah though. I hope her lazy butt played in the snow today. (: I hate that source cards for my research paper are due TOMORROW, when I have no sources yet. LOL. Today has been mellow, and I love it. I guess I'll go do homework soon. (: Peace Out babies.

Ewh, School Tomorrow. >.<

Ewh.I dislike school.Weekends are always boring,but better than being in a metal boat with wheels.ROFL.I love being with my friends though.They're so sexy.I'm currently on AIM,being distracted from homework,as usual.Joey is spending the night tomorrow,woo.I love secrets.I'm keeping like a billion at the moment and I love it,haha.I'm watching disney channel.I'm so ugly,ewh."I'm lookin' for a lover who won't blow my cover,but she's so hard to find."
<3
I love Koo Chi.

Another Boring Day at School.

So, today was just another lame boring day at school.
I had to wake up early as eff to go to school and study with my betsfriend for the Latin test.
I think I did pretty good on it.
I also found out today that I got a 97.1% on a civics test from Monday.
Like, OHMYGOSH. I never get good grades in that class so I am extremely proud of myself!
I should be doing homework right now, but I'm being lame and sucking Jolly Ranchers and thinking of how lame it is that my be eff eff took my earphones. Oh well, I have her wallet.
xP
Jamie-"Aren't you a lesbian?!"
Me-"Uhm,*laugh*no.Why would you think that?
Jamie-"You dated Lauren didn't you?"
Me-"Yeah,but I'm not lesbian."
Jamie-"Well that makes no sense!"*grunt*
Me-"Haha,I'm bi.
Jamie-"Same thing."*makes a motion with hands and walks away*

MY LIFE IS SO FUN.
=]

My Bestfriend Koo Chi.

So,my bestest best friend Koo Chi is going to force me,against my will,and my Constitutional rights,to stay up late with her.
Naw though. I love her and I need to study anyways for the Latin test tomorrow.
So I want to talk a little about Josh Groban's stalker, Koo Chi. She is madly in love with him, what the eff dude. He is a good singer, I admit. Hmm,anyways, Koo Chi has the most amazing name doesn't she? I wish my name was another word for vagina.[[uhm,not!]] She is such a sweetheart, oh em gee. She's a fatass too! But only on the inside, ha. She's as small as my dick on the outside. We have like 9876543210 inside jokes that nobody else in the world could possibly understand. She is so amazing. OHEMGEE I want her forever and ever. BE EFF EFF. We always take a bajillion pics together and creep on people/get creeped on. Mmhm, leaping across yards in thunderstorms and freezing cold somehow amuses us. xD Well I dunno what else to say, other than I want her in my life forever! She's bothering me to comment her blog. And I need to prepare for the test tomorrow,but I'm gonna fail so I see no reason to. Anyways, bye!

P.S. DON'T TOUCH MY KOO CHI!

Back to School Tomorrow.

So tomorrow I must return to Isaac Bear for another long week of blah. Break has been mega fun. I am actually ready to go back because I have been pretty bored for most of break. I'm doing some last minute homework, because I'm a super procrastinator. Andrew and Rebekah have been saviors to help me with my project. I love them! And now I shall finish homework,grab a shower,then catch some Zs. Peace out.<3