School's Almost Over.

School is almost over, I am extremely excited. But yet, I am very afraid; afraid of what is going to happen next year when I am taking classes at UNCW. I fear much too many things. I procrastinate too much, and I'm too sensitive. But I am me, and I have made it through two years of Isaac Bear by being me, so I'm not going to change that.

Monday, woo.

So how about today was bad then it got really good. My stomach was hurting earlier today then I was like bleh. I found out this guy is a complete ask oh. He's been talking about how my friends are fake buisnesses. So stupid. But I am currently passing all of my classes, which rocks. I had to pee so bad after school,but I decided to wait until I got home. My substitute bus driver, being stupid and all, missed Chelsea's stop and it took forever for me to get home. I almost peed on myself.I was so happy when I got home, I was like yay Kiya is moving near me. Then she called me and her and this boy Dustin came to my hood and we hung out. It was super fun. I liked today. :)

About Me.

To state the obvious, my name is Sarah. I like to think of myself as a sweet, innocent, smart girl; it doesn't always work out that way: I can be mean sometimes, and I don't always have a valid reason for it, I am nowhere near as innocent as I used to be, and I make really stupid decisions sometimes. I have been on the Earth for fifteen years and a few months, during which I have seen, heard, and done many things [some good, some bad]. I have regrets, even though I know I shouldn't because I am me, and I have to make mistakes in order to achieve anything in life. I apologize too much, but I always feel like I've done something wrong. I used to be really sad all the time, for no reason, but I'm not anymore. I have been happy almost all of the time lately. I listen to music all of the time, especially when I need to tune out my parents or other people around me. My parents are divorced, which sucks, but it's better than having them in the same house arguing all of the time. I go to Isaac Bear Early College High School, it's for smart people, but I haven't been making the good grades that I should. I have the best friends I could ever ask for. I love to sing, even though it usually sounds pretty bad. I love food way too much and I need to go on a diet. I know I'm not pretty, so you don't have to emphasize it 2678953678 times per day. I don't like sleeping alot, but I need it or I get cranky. I am constantly dancing around, even when there isn't any music playing. I have to take multiple pictures of myself before I find one that satisfies me. I love watching shows that are made for little kids; I am like six years old on the inside. I am afraid of many things, and some of my fears are just plain stupid. I don't enter into a relationship with someone just because I feel lonely; I only do it if I feel something strong for them and I know they feel it too. I am a very gullible person; please don't pretend to care and put my heart on the line because you enjoy making me sad. I am always texting people, and I think it's better than talking on the phone. I am really lame and I come up with the stupidest sayings. I laugh at everything, even when it isn't funny, but I can't help it. I love cold weather, even though I still shiver. I am perceived as a slut sometimes, but I just am affectionate towards more than one person at a time. I have never done drugs or drank alcohol, but that could change anytime. I hate stereotypes, because they are created by people who are just plain ignorant. I don't like when people judge me before they know me, but I do it too, I can't control that. I used to be extremely shy, but high school has made me come out of my shell. I have only had one good relationship, but I ended it, for a stupid reason. I don't need a lover to be happy. I am irresponsible sometimes, and it annoys me. I love when everything is super organized, yet my room is always in complete and utter disarray. I am not into sports, nor would I ever want to be an athlete: I would epically fail. I don't play videogames, unless I am playing with someone I have a crush on. I am addicted to Rock Band, but I don't own it. I prefer going to other people's houses for hanging out, because there is pretty much nothing to do at my house. I always wish at 11:11, and other times that are duplicates [such as 10:10], even though nobody ever designated those times as times to wish. I believe in things that couldn't possibly be true. I am way to dependent on others. I want to grow up to be somebody important. I want to travel to another country and party there. I have hopes and dreams that couldn't possibly be fulfilled by me. I say I hate this city, but it really isn't that bad. I often take innocent phrases and make them out to be dirty, oops. I have never been to a party in my life. I am a very jealous person. I don't know how to swim. I would be an extremely sucky actress. I always find new things that I don't like about myself, but I am happy with my life. I haven't taken driver's ed yet, so I won't have a car for quite awhile. I feel bad whenever I blow off my parents or sisters to hang with my friends. I whine too much, sorry. I spend too much time on the internet, and not enough time being grateful for other things. I take everything for granted, what a shame. Jesus and God are very important to me, even though it might not seem like it, because I never act like the Christian I am. I love scary movies, even though I usually scream and cover my face with a pillow when I watch them. I am terrified of death. I wish I could just play games forever and never have to go to school or grow up. I never spend my money on people in my family, but always on my friends. I don't like vegetables, except for broccoli, peas, and green beans. I used to put ketchup on my macaroni. I would rather have a brownie than celery and I usually prefer sausage to taco [in a non-food way]. I like Wal-Mart, even though most people think it's for cheap losers. I love blowing bubbles, with bubble gum that is. I am very white, I wish I was tan. I would rather have a computer with internet than a television. I love candy OHMYGOSH, yummy. I have never had a pina coloda, but I like getting caught in the rain. I love the feel of the ocean, it's amazing. I always get sunburned when I stay outside for a long time. I don't like speaking in front of people; I freak out. I love animals, and I think they are better than most humans. I hate the fat bald lunch guy that takes all the leftover food home with him and eats it every day; I love the lunch guy with pretty eyes that gives me free food. I never do my chores, until my mom has told me for about the thirteenth time to do them. I love when my hair is straight, otherwise it’s hideous. I edit my MySpace profile whenever I am bored. I trust people too easily sometimes. I have never been on a date. When I get near someone I like, I turn super red. Whatever happens in my life, happens; I won't be able to change the past, so I'm going to focus on what the future will bring for me. I am afraid of change and things or people that are different than what I'm used to. I love everyone that is in my life right now, and I will probably come to love more people that enter my life in the near future. All I really want is for people to accept me for who I am, and everything will be fine. I love meeting new people. I love EVERYTHING good.